yo.
www.iheartscharcoal.blogspot.com
new blog. go now.

im gonna ask asyiqin for help to revamp my blog.
i want a new url or whatever it is for my blog.
the url of my current blog is lame.
what was i thinking? what world sia? LAME


anyways, i have been plagued with stress.
not to do with anyone, mind you. just myself.
why do i have to think of such things?
seriously lah. wah lau we


bang my head pls

do you know what it feels like to be bounded by a invisible force to be reckoned?


i have recently experienced something close to that.
and it feels good to just let go of what you have keeping in your heart for so long.

sometimes, we assume some things are ultimately good for us,
and that we will benefit from it.
little did we know, that these things, might be the things
that hinder us from being stronger, and morph us into different people.

we choose to believe what is good for us, but sometimes the choices may not be correct.
in life, we are given the choices, the decisions.
and we have the power to go to the path that seems best suited for us.
we may succeed, we may fail. we may laugh, or we may cry.
but at the end of the day, you learn something that not everyone has a chance to experience.

maybe once in a while, we delude ourselves and are tempted to taste danger.
inside out hearts, we already knew the dire consequences,
and yet we go on with it. cos we feel, we should do it.

and no matter how harsh or how magnificent the emotions and experiences we have gone through,
we must accept them with a open heart.

because there is a reason why we go through it.
because God arranged it.
God wants us to learn that even though the sky may be dark at times,
dont dwell on that little negative part.
for the sky create rainbows as well:)


ok i dont know what talking abt the last bit:)
just how i felt

zombie face

small eyes small mouth

big eyes big mouth

small eyes big mouth.

big eyes small mouth

two children. very cute children


carissa. she was amazed by the flash of my cam.
so she stopped crying.

still amazed. not as much.

her face is like 'so boring'

starts to cry cos she is hungry.
she drinks alot of milk man. big appetite

glam moment

look at her cheeks and lips! so CUTE!




I LOVE MY COUSINS!!!!

my mum was correct. i should stop thinking for others.
and start thinking for myself.

just now, i was editing some of my zilians(pardon me)
and im like....nobody reads my blog, so who cares.
in addition, why do i need to put a 'pretty' picture of myself?
just so i can show some readers that im like.... not ugly?
ahahas.

u dont have to be the prettiest to put ur own face on blog:D makes sense!





this is the pic that i initially wanna put on blog.
zzzz. i hear u snoring.

" i thought about how often this was needed
in everyday life.how we feel lonely, sometimes to the
point of tears, but we don't let those tears come out
because we are not supposed to cry. or how we
feel a surge of love for a partner but we don't say
anything because we are frozen with the fear of
what those words might do to the relationship"

mitch albom.
adapted from tuesdays with morrie